Thursday, August 2, 2012
Racist Mother Hugger get on my last damn nerve [August 2, 2012]
So I went to LA Fitness today, and when I was driving home, these group of fucking white kids are beside me in their shitty 90's car, and I know they're trying to get my attention and shit,but O just ignored them and looked at my phone. Then as i looked up one of the faggots up in the front asks me how to say bitch in Japanese, and of course I replied by saying Fuck you Ni**a, as they drove off. It just pisses me off how narrow minded some people can fucking be. If your not cool with someone don't crack racial jokes with them, because if you do that shit is just offensive. Argh it just makes me mad. I never really meet people who are seriously trying to be racist fucks, but when I do that shit pisses me the FUCK off. Gah im just pissd bout that type of shit. It's whatever I'ma bout to shower, and soon I'll be making vlogs on my youtub.
Monday, July 16, 2012
A Month Til College Starts, A New chapter in my life [July 16, 2012]
Well right now I'm at home and my dad's sleeping while my moms making lunch (Fried rice with Kimchi and spam, yum~) I'm pretty much a lazy ass now and don't really want to keep up with the blog anymore. Well actually its more like I want to but i just don't, but I'm probably going to start vlogging from now on, on this youtube
www.youtube.com/JsPaek
Anyways, I'll write more later, time for lunch!
www.youtube.com/JsPaek
Anyways, I'll write more later, time for lunch!
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Summer of 2012 has Started [May 29, 2012]
Right now it's 7:51, and I'm listening to Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence.
At the moment I'm tutoring Andrew in Writing, Grammar, and Math in his room.
So School ended about a week ago for me and it was a pretty good end to my final days in high school. I exempted 3 of my 4 finals. Of course the one that I didn't get to exempt was my freaking Biotech Class. I stopped caring about school pretty much after my AP Macro exam, so I just bombed my biotech final with a 46 and I'm damn proud of it too. The final that Mrs. Walton gave out was on a book that we never even used. Anyways, I'm an upcoming freshman to Kennesaw State University, and this Saturday is my 18th Birthday! lol I'm going to be considered a young adult! Ayee! Anyways, I got a PS3 finally! Thank you to Andrew Saad for it.
Me and Rachel have been together for about Three years and five month now, and we're doing great(:
She works at Frontera Mex Mex Grill as a Hostess, and I have yet to find a job. Anyways I'm not too sure what else there really is To say right now.
Well I also have a membership at L.A. Fitness right now and I'm trying to get more in shape this summer! Anyways I'll write more later. Pce!
At the moment I'm tutoring Andrew in Writing, Grammar, and Math in his room.
So School ended about a week ago for me and it was a pretty good end to my final days in high school. I exempted 3 of my 4 finals. Of course the one that I didn't get to exempt was my freaking Biotech Class. I stopped caring about school pretty much after my AP Macro exam, so I just bombed my biotech final with a 46 and I'm damn proud of it too. The final that Mrs. Walton gave out was on a book that we never even used. Anyways, I'm an upcoming freshman to Kennesaw State University, and this Saturday is my 18th Birthday! lol I'm going to be considered a young adult! Ayee! Anyways, I got a PS3 finally! Thank you to Andrew Saad for it.
Me and Rachel have been together for about Three years and five month now, and we're doing great(:
She works at Frontera Mex Mex Grill as a Hostess, and I have yet to find a job. Anyways I'm not too sure what else there really is To say right now.
Well I also have a membership at L.A. Fitness right now and I'm trying to get more in shape this summer! Anyways I'll write more later. Pce!
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Oops, seems like it's been a while [March 15, 2012]
So yes, I haven't written in the blog in quite a while, about a month or so, but yeah. At least I'm writing in it now. Life is boring. What can i say, now all my time is consumed with shit loads of studying and doing homework, and i get less time to talk to Rachel now. Gah I'm just really out of place today because this god damn biotech review sheet was pissing me off for the whole fucking day for like 5 hours until i just gave up. Sigh. Anyways I guess I'll start off with school for now.
First block is Forensics. I have a low A in the class, and I made friends in that class lol. There's Jay the Curry Master and Steven. It's probably the easiest class I have. Second block is AP Macro, and I'm struggling with a low B. Definitely the hardest class I'm taking. Third block, the worst class i have with the worst teacher teaching the most retarded shit ever. I hate the class and teacher. I currently have an A, but I'm damn sure its going to drop a lot because my teacher is a bitch and will give me a bad grade on my midterm. Fourth block is math and it's not that bad. There's Saad and Heetak in the class so it's not too bad.
College;
I got accepted into Kennesaw State as well as Georgia State and I'm planning on going to KSU, and then transferring out to UGA after one year. I just need to hurry my ass up and sign up for that orientation crap so that I won't have to take my classes at shitty times. I'll be driving everyday that I'll have to go to school, so I'll probably try to double up my classes on the same days and see how that works out for me.
I don't feel like I've hung out with any of my friends in the longest ass time and I don't like it lol, it makes me feel kinda like a loser, even though I'm not. I'm just really preoccupied with schooling. Oh and last month, a little bit after my last post LINSANITY took the world by surprise and Jeremy Lin led the Knicks to a 7 game winning streak. Until melo and his bitch ass came back and fucked shit up, even getting D'Antoni to resign ._.
I'm really pissed about that, and all i can really do for Lin is hope that he can still be a star on the team and gets a lot better at the game itself.
Dammit I don't know how to use correct grammar. Me and Rachel's? Rachel's and I ... dammit, anyways our anniversary is coming up in about nine days, so hopefully we might be able to hang out that day, or something like that. anyways, not really sure what else to write about now. I'll try to be more consistent in this blog and I probably will be more into the future, but as for now, I'm just in my room typing this with the window open feeling the slight breeze, and listening to the crickets outside. Anyways til next time.
First block is Forensics. I have a low A in the class, and I made friends in that class lol. There's Jay the Curry Master and Steven. It's probably the easiest class I have. Second block is AP Macro, and I'm struggling with a low B. Definitely the hardest class I'm taking. Third block, the worst class i have with the worst teacher teaching the most retarded shit ever. I hate the class and teacher. I currently have an A, but I'm damn sure its going to drop a lot because my teacher is a bitch and will give me a bad grade on my midterm. Fourth block is math and it's not that bad. There's Saad and Heetak in the class so it's not too bad.
College;
I got accepted into Kennesaw State as well as Georgia State and I'm planning on going to KSU, and then transferring out to UGA after one year. I just need to hurry my ass up and sign up for that orientation crap so that I won't have to take my classes at shitty times. I'll be driving everyday that I'll have to go to school, so I'll probably try to double up my classes on the same days and see how that works out for me.
I don't feel like I've hung out with any of my friends in the longest ass time and I don't like it lol, it makes me feel kinda like a loser, even though I'm not. I'm just really preoccupied with schooling. Oh and last month, a little bit after my last post LINSANITY took the world by surprise and Jeremy Lin led the Knicks to a 7 game winning streak. Until melo and his bitch ass came back and fucked shit up, even getting D'Antoni to resign ._.
I'm really pissed about that, and all i can really do for Lin is hope that he can still be a star on the team and gets a lot better at the game itself.
Dammit I don't know how to use correct grammar. Me and Rachel's? Rachel's and I ... dammit, anyways our anniversary is coming up in about nine days, so hopefully we might be able to hang out that day, or something like that. anyways, not really sure what else to write about now. I'll try to be more consistent in this blog and I probably will be more into the future, but as for now, I'm just in my room typing this with the window open feeling the slight breeze, and listening to the crickets outside. Anyways til next time.
Monday, February 6, 2012
My life is on repeat like my Ipod #24 (February 6, 2012)
Gah my life is getting to repetitive. This is my life.
Come home, Study for on average about six hours a day, talk to Rachel, eat food, and sleep. This is my life now ha. Damn I haven't written in the blog in a minute but yeah. It was Andrew's birthday 4 days ago and i took him to the movies along with Rachel on Saturday to see Chronicle, which by the way, kind of sucked. The whole movie was good, and had some potential, but the it didn't carry out in the end.
My ass really needs to sign up for FASFA. It shall be done tomorrow!
But i swear AP macro is pretty damn hard, Biotech is full of tedious work, Forensics is fairly easy, but I'm of gas at the end of the day when I get to math.
my life is getting so boring, I have no social life. T.T
Oh well. I hope i get all A's this semester because I don't all my hard work to go to waste.
Giants beat the Patriots on yesterday at the Superbowl.
I already got accepted into Kennesaw State and I just want to see if i would be accepted into Georgia State, just because I want to see if they would accept me. But I'm probably going to KSU.
I need to do more with my life, because it's getting so boring and repetitive. Anyways I'm about to go to bed for the night and I'll try writing back in a while.
Come home, Study for on average about six hours a day, talk to Rachel, eat food, and sleep. This is my life now ha. Damn I haven't written in the blog in a minute but yeah. It was Andrew's birthday 4 days ago and i took him to the movies along with Rachel on Saturday to see Chronicle, which by the way, kind of sucked. The whole movie was good, and had some potential, but the it didn't carry out in the end.
My ass really needs to sign up for FASFA. It shall be done tomorrow!
But i swear AP macro is pretty damn hard, Biotech is full of tedious work, Forensics is fairly easy, but I'm of gas at the end of the day when I get to math.
my life is getting so boring, I have no social life. T.T
Oh well. I hope i get all A's this semester because I don't all my hard work to go to waste.
Giants beat the Patriots on yesterday at the Superbowl.
I already got accepted into Kennesaw State and I just want to see if i would be accepted into Georgia State, just because I want to see if they would accept me. But I'm probably going to KSU.
I need to do more with my life, because it's getting so boring and repetitive. Anyways I'm about to go to bed for the night and I'll try writing back in a while.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Impterfection #23 [January 26, 2012]
I feel pretty horrible right now. I'll go on about this later.
Anyways the day started alright. I left for the blood drive at school today at like 7:45 and stayed in the auxiliary gym until second block started. Oh and i got a 95 on my quiz. Hazah. Anyways I got pretty full after eating all the snacks so I didn't eat too much lunch. Anyways skipping biotechand math, I stayed after school with Rachel in Mrs. NT's class because she had some test corrections to do. And I helped Mrs. NT set up her room and put up some ceiling tiles and all that.
I feel pretty awful now since Rachel's mad at me and I don't really know why... Sigh I hate this feeling. The feeling of wanting to just sit on your ass and curl up on your floor and not do anything because you feel like your choking on your heart. I feel like complete shit, and I'm starting to get that feeling of "why am I alive, and what's the purpose" like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's just pointless. I'm feeling like all I'm ever doing in life is coming home, studying, using my computer, talking to Rachel. Besides talking to Rachel, I feel like my life is useless and I'm not doing anything in my life. I don't like this feeling. And I wish Rachel thought better of me. And I wish i could find out why she gets mad at me when she does. I can't even study yet since i feel so down, and I don't think it helps that I feel like this with a pint of blood out of me. Sigh. Hopefully my blood will go off to someone else to help them. Anyways I have to go eat. I just feel really bad right now. yeah. I'm off for now.
Anyways the day started alright. I left for the blood drive at school today at like 7:45 and stayed in the auxiliary gym until second block started. Oh and i got a 95 on my quiz. Hazah. Anyways I got pretty full after eating all the snacks so I didn't eat too much lunch. Anyways skipping biotechand math, I stayed after school with Rachel in Mrs. NT's class because she had some test corrections to do. And I helped Mrs. NT set up her room and put up some ceiling tiles and all that.
I feel pretty awful now since Rachel's mad at me and I don't really know why... Sigh I hate this feeling. The feeling of wanting to just sit on your ass and curl up on your floor and not do anything because you feel like your choking on your heart. I feel like complete shit, and I'm starting to get that feeling of "why am I alive, and what's the purpose" like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's just pointless. I'm feeling like all I'm ever doing in life is coming home, studying, using my computer, talking to Rachel. Besides talking to Rachel, I feel like my life is useless and I'm not doing anything in my life. I don't like this feeling. And I wish Rachel thought better of me. And I wish i could find out why she gets mad at me when she does. I can't even study yet since i feel so down, and I don't think it helps that I feel like this with a pint of blood out of me. Sigh. Hopefully my blood will go off to someone else to help them. Anyways I have to go eat. I just feel really bad right now. yeah. I'm off for now.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
2 week hiatus #1 [January 17, 2012]
Well, I haven't written in the blog in a while so i just wanted to post a little update on how things are going so far with school.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Senior Year second semester starts today [January 3, 2012]
Well this is my first post of 2012, so yeah...
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas Part I [December 25, 2011]
It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
Friday, December 23, 2011
1 more day [December 23, 2011]
So yeah this week has been a bore pretty much and i kinda miss not being able to be productive (doing school work) I"M SUCH A NERD! lol anyways yeah this week was just playing shit loads of games and watching a few anime. Speaking of anime Steins Gate may possibly be the most epicist shiet I've ever seen, up there with FMA and shiet :3
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Monday, December 19, 2011
Winter Break has just begun! [December 19, 2011]
Alright so I haven't written in for a while and it's because of a few reasons that caused this.
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
Monday, December 12, 2011
Failure... [December 12, 2011]
That's all i really felt like today. A failure of a boyfriend, as a brother, and as a son. I spent 5 fucking hours trying to fix these two god damn Captivates only to have on of them get bricked... Made me feel really shitty but Rachel helped me through some of it. I didn't even get to study enougj for my finals so yeah shit :/ i hope i do alright tomorrow.... I just hope i feel better. Im gunna go pce
How I'm feeling right now [December 12, 2012]
Sigh, I'm really feeling stressed out and all that right now. I have a big ass head ache that I'm going to get a Tylenol for but that's not the biggest part of my problem. Rachel said that she realized something today, and I think I can kind of hint at what she might be thinking. She might be thinking that I'm ignoring her in class, but i'm not sure if that's it. It might be, or worse it might be something much bigger than that. I just need to make her feel like that isn't the case because I'm not trying to ignore her... This whole realizing something thing is really making me feel bad, and the fact that I have a shit load of finals that are going to be hard as balls this week doesn't help much either, and I definitely need to find another class to switch out to because i am for sure not taking the AP comparative government class, I'll probably try switching out into forensics, and I'm probably going to write the letter for my parents to sign today.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Just a normal Sunday [December 11, 2011]
Today was like my typical sunday. Stayed home playing games/studying, putting on dramas for 할머니 before 엄마 and 아빠 came home at like 5ish. Oh Nd today was Falcons vs Panthers 31-23. 아빠 tried to fix the broken microphone but unfortunately it didnt work. I tried asking my parents if i could go get stuff for Mrs. NT's baby shower, but i was too scared to ask really, and they still got kinda mad that i asked so late. Anyways after asking we ate 김치 수제비 while watching 런닝맨 (Running man) where they went to Hong Kong. Afterwards we went to Walmart to buy the gift and came home, but my dad had a talk with me before getting there, and it made me feel pretty damn bad again. Anyways my parents helped me get some kind of towel thing so yeah hopefully it'll all work out tomorrow. And before i went to sleep i saw some videos of me and andy back in '03 and i was like 9, haha damm how long ago that wass, it was so hilarious and i literally like fell back onto the bed laughingg xD and my lisp was horrible back then and i didn't even know loll~ but yeah that was an interesting way to end the day. Last week of school and its full of finals, a few more weeks til me and rachel's 3 year anniversary and Christmas & New years! Hopefully it'll be a good one even though atm it doesn't really seem so. Hopefully it'll get better. Im out for tonight.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Big make up[December 10, 2011]
The day wasn't the best and me and rachel got into a big fight, but we made up (:
This post is for you Rachel because i love you so much with all my heart(:
And sawry to Roo for having to been a victim at the cost of our make up ;3
Friday, December 9, 2011
Things just keep getting better [December 9, 2011]
First off in this blog, I would like to give a big EFF YOU to NBC for taking away Community. WHY!?!?! WHY GOD DAMNIT, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE AWAY MY FAVORITE TV SHOW!?!?! I HATE YOU FOREVER UNTIL YOU BRING MY SHIET BACK DAMMIT! ;c
It's like i lost a best friend D:
I'm probably gunna miss Donald Glover from the show the most though, since he was basically the whole reason i started actually watching it.
Anyways let's get on with my day.
Woke up late as shit this morning, and my hair looked funky as hell at school all day. Me and Rachel put our finishing touches on our projects and turned em in. We finished watching the Important of being Earnest and I can say that I personally enjoyed both the book and the movie. Continuing on, I had a test in Anatomy and I think I did fairly well, it was a practical so yeah, and I still need to ask Mrs. NT about the test correction. And there's that baby shower that's going to be for Mrs. NT, and I need to find out what I can bring/buy for her. Had a performance final in contemporary issues that was really easy, and during lunch james said he wanted to go over to dom's but I couldn't go today. In law we just got our study guides and that's about it for school.
아빠 is mad at me now and it really makes me feel like shit when me and my folks aren't in a good relation. It makes my heart feel really heavy if that feeling makes sense.
Played some Madden with Andy today, and watched some anime cuz Rachel went out with her friend to go to their birthday party. Anyways, the Community episode i saw was SO FUCKING HILARIOUS =3
and then I found out about the hiatus...Seriously NBC...Fuck you :c
Sigh anyways I'm out for now that's pretty much all i have to write. I just hope things will get better between me and my parents. and I really need to do my college apps, because this is probably like the third time i wrote that in my blog haha, I'll try to do it over this weekend.
It's like i lost a best friend D:
I'm probably gunna miss Donald Glover from the show the most though, since he was basically the whole reason i started actually watching it.
Anyways let's get on with my day.
Woke up late as shit this morning, and my hair looked funky as hell at school all day. Me and Rachel put our finishing touches on our projects and turned em in. We finished watching the Important of being Earnest and I can say that I personally enjoyed both the book and the movie. Continuing on, I had a test in Anatomy and I think I did fairly well, it was a practical so yeah, and I still need to ask Mrs. NT about the test correction. And there's that baby shower that's going to be for Mrs. NT, and I need to find out what I can bring/buy for her. Had a performance final in contemporary issues that was really easy, and during lunch james said he wanted to go over to dom's but I couldn't go today. In law we just got our study guides and that's about it for school.
아빠 is mad at me now and it really makes me feel like shit when me and my folks aren't in a good relation. It makes my heart feel really heavy if that feeling makes sense.
Played some Madden with Andy today, and watched some anime cuz Rachel went out with her friend to go to their birthday party. Anyways, the Community episode i saw was SO FUCKING HILARIOUS =3
and then I found out about the hiatus...Seriously NBC...Fuck you :c
Sigh anyways I'm out for now that's pretty much all i have to write. I just hope things will get better between me and my parents. and I really need to do my college apps, because this is probably like the third time i wrote that in my blog haha, I'll try to do it over this weekend.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Project all day when I'm feeling down [December 8, 2011
Today i woke up and had to reset my alarm every 5 fucking minutes but yeah. School day was pretty normal, nothing really out of the norm, except that it was our last day of dissecting and i am damn happy that it is. Oh and they talked about having a baby shower for Mrs. NT on monday so i need to find out what i could get for her luls. The whole incident yesterday really fucked me up and i don't feel stable. My folks told me that they called the settlement thing and said it was $200. I feel like complete shit because i made 아빠 think it was 20k... Thats the reason i feel the shittiest. To me the shittiest feeling i can feel is dissapointment from others and myself. Like if i feel like i let my parents down, i will feel like i'm at rock bottom for the longest time. I just hope i can get better soon.
And god dammit i wasted the whole day on this damn project and couldn't finish all the other homework shit i planned to do. Fuckk whatever. Anyways here's a pic of my finished work. Not too sure where itll show up on the blog cuz im on my phone, but it's here. I hope i can feel better soon and i hope none of my A's fall below to a B this semester lol I'm out.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Project & Fuck you CRI
Alright so im just going to do a quick update on my phone since i cant get on my computer. The school day was normal pretty much, but I'm starting to get the feeling that Phil is starting to somewhat dislike me, but idk, it's probably just me. Anyways yeah School day was pretty normal.
I went over to Rachel's to pick her up so that we could work on the Language Arts project together, and we both finished the two coulumned notes part, and got the rough drafts for the project part. So when we were working on it, I went to get the mail and in there was a CRI letter. It totally fucked up my night... Anyways after a wholw bunch of dying, with Rachel's support (Gawd i love this woman<3) and later i drove her home. When my folks came home they told me it was nothing to worry about and that i was too naive about it. I caused my dad a lotcof stress and that just makes everything the worse for me. I'm happy that both me and my dad don't have to worry about it anymore. Anyways that's it for today.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Volunteered for American Red Cross on a Blue Day [December 6, 2011]
Alright, so this morning I woke up and it was like drizzling outside so yeah haha I went back more into the rain by the flag pole to see Rachel before she came in. Language Art's was normal and the test that we had was pretty easy. After that we read the play called the Importance of being earnest. I was tired as balls when we were reading the book, and Rachel thought I was ignoring her, but I wasn't. Oh well, things got better a little bit until a dark storm from hell came over me and struck it's anti Zeus lightning bolts at me. Anatomy was just the usual for the week, we cut into the Abdominal's and we were supposed to cut into the throat but didn't he enough time. But yeah after that all hell broke loose upon me and third block sucked ass. Law class was the same as usual. Anyways things reconciled between me and Rachel between 3rd and 4th.
Oh and I wupped Danny's ass in Tekken, even in the PSP, he didn't even beat me onceee! ha!
Anyways right when i got home I went and changed into my American Red Cross Shirt and drove off to the Duluth Donor Center. There I spent about four hours of my day doing volunteer work like a receptionist. Picking up phone calls, asking people to sign in, restocking snacks/drinks and stuff like that. But the majority of the time i didn't really have that much to do other than wait for someone to call and for me to say "Good Afternoon, American Red Cross Donor Center. This is John. How may I help you" since that's what it said on the sticky note beside the phone. Anyways for the last hour I spent the time by watching T.V. watching Channel 2 News. And damn they kept repeating the same shit over and over again about the same incidents.
I left the place and got home near like 7:15ish, ate some Rice, Kimchi Jigae, Kim, Eggs & Ketchup and that's pretty much it. After that I put on a Drama for halmohnee, and called Rachel since then.
Anyways today has been a pretty Shitty day indeed, and It sucked ass. The school day sucked ass and I have so many finals coming up, I have a big ass project to do for L.A, along with the fact that I need to apply for my colleges, and I need to drop out of my AP Contemp Gov. and find a different class to put in it's place. Sigh life keeps feeling like it's getting harder and harder. Life is just becoming a big pain in the ass, but all this shit is nothing compared to College and my Adult life, anyways like the saying is"When the going gets tough, the tough get going. It's just that so many things are becoming stressful and it's stressing me out like a mother fucker. Sigh anyways I just can't wait until Winter break because when it rolls around I am going to chillax like I've never done before. Bleh There's just too much going on in life all at the same time. I have a headache, and haven't felt this down in a while. Anyways I guess that's all for now.
Oh and I wupped Danny's ass in Tekken, even in the PSP, he didn't even beat me onceee! ha!
Anyways right when i got home I went and changed into my American Red Cross Shirt and drove off to the Duluth Donor Center. There I spent about four hours of my day doing volunteer work like a receptionist. Picking up phone calls, asking people to sign in, restocking snacks/drinks and stuff like that. But the majority of the time i didn't really have that much to do other than wait for someone to call and for me to say "Good Afternoon, American Red Cross Donor Center. This is John. How may I help you" since that's what it said on the sticky note beside the phone. Anyways for the last hour I spent the time by watching T.V. watching Channel 2 News. And damn they kept repeating the same shit over and over again about the same incidents.
I left the place and got home near like 7:15ish, ate some Rice, Kimchi Jigae, Kim, Eggs & Ketchup and that's pretty much it. After that I put on a Drama for halmohnee, and called Rachel since then.
Anyways today has been a pretty Shitty day indeed, and It sucked ass. The school day sucked ass and I have so many finals coming up, I have a big ass project to do for L.A, along with the fact that I need to apply for my colleges, and I need to drop out of my AP Contemp Gov. and find a different class to put in it's place. Sigh life keeps feeling like it's getting harder and harder. Life is just becoming a big pain in the ass, but all this shit is nothing compared to College and my Adult life, anyways like the saying is"When the going gets tough, the tough get going. It's just that so many things are becoming stressful and it's stressing me out like a mother fucker. Sigh anyways I just can't wait until Winter break because when it rolls around I am going to chillax like I've never done before. Bleh There's just too much going on in life all at the same time. I have a headache, and haven't felt this down in a while. Anyways I guess that's all for now.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Andrew's Band Concert [December 5, 2011]
Back to school for the week, which means that there are only two weeks left of school! Awesomeness! Anyways I showed Willis my kick ass Christmas lights and he thought that I didn't do it all by myself, ha funny. Today in anatomy was Day 2 of the cat dissection and we had to skin our cats so that their skins pretty much made a superman cape.. Disturbing much? haha. Oh and here's something new, Herman Cain has suspended himself from the race for now, so I'm pretty happy bout that lol, idunno it's just his over simplicity and image that pushes me away from supporting him. Anyways today I felt pretty much left out again at lunch, like i was excluded but I'm getting over it and just gunna do whatever with it.
Hmm. And Bernstein really got pissed as fuck today since almost nobody was doing their work, me being included along with Brett Hakim and Ahmedd. learning about like Equal rights and discrimination. That sort of stuff.
Enough about school. I finally finished the Hound of the Baskerville's and I'll say that it wasn't that bad of a book. I enjoyed it, except for the parts where i had to skip a few lines because I couldn't really understand the writing. I feel like I'm pretty ready for the Test tomorrow and I'm probably going to start working on the project starting on Wednesday. And I'll probably try to do my college apps sometime this week. Oh and today was Andy's 7th grade band concert which lasted like 30 minutes or so and it was decent enough, and HOLY SHIT LOL. I swear to god I saw some little kid who i though was in like the 3rd grade and asked andy if he was a 7th Grader and he said yeah i was laughing so hard xD, ha that was my good laugh for the day.
Anyways tomorrow is going to be quite the tiring day since i have 4 hours of volunteer at the American Red Cross Duluth Donor Center. So yeah, I hope it won't be boring, I don't expect it to be but I'll never know what I can expect lol.
I'm pretty much done writing for today. no big highlights today, just a bit on the melancholy side of things, but it's cool now because I thought of a possible idea for a story, so yeah lol I'll try to keep that up and see how well things go with that. For now I'm just going to get off so yeah.
Hmm. And Bernstein really got pissed as fuck today since almost nobody was doing their work, me being included along with Brett Hakim and Ahmedd. learning about like Equal rights and discrimination. That sort of stuff.
Enough about school. I finally finished the Hound of the Baskerville's and I'll say that it wasn't that bad of a book. I enjoyed it, except for the parts where i had to skip a few lines because I couldn't really understand the writing. I feel like I'm pretty ready for the Test tomorrow and I'm probably going to start working on the project starting on Wednesday. And I'll probably try to do my college apps sometime this week. Oh and today was Andy's 7th grade band concert which lasted like 30 minutes or so and it was decent enough, and HOLY SHIT LOL. I swear to god I saw some little kid who i though was in like the 3rd grade and asked andy if he was a 7th Grader and he said yeah i was laughing so hard xD, ha that was my good laugh for the day.
Anyways tomorrow is going to be quite the tiring day since i have 4 hours of volunteer at the American Red Cross Duluth Donor Center. So yeah, I hope it won't be boring, I don't expect it to be but I'll never know what I can expect lol.
I'm pretty much done writing for today. no big highlights today, just a bit on the melancholy side of things, but it's cool now because I thought of a possible idea for a story, so yeah lol I'll try to keep that up and see how well things go with that. For now I'm just going to get off so yeah.
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