It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
1 more day [December 23, 2011]
So yeah this week has been a bore pretty much and i kinda miss not being able to be productive (doing school work) I"M SUCH A NERD! lol anyways yeah this week was just playing shit loads of games and watching a few anime. Speaking of anime Steins Gate may possibly be the most epicist shiet I've ever seen, up there with FMA and shiet :3
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Monday, December 19, 2011
Winter Break has just begun! [December 19, 2011]
Alright so I haven't written in for a while and it's because of a few reasons that caused this.
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
Monday, December 12, 2011
Failure... [December 12, 2011]
That's all i really felt like today. A failure of a boyfriend, as a brother, and as a son. I spent 5 fucking hours trying to fix these two god damn Captivates only to have on of them get bricked... Made me feel really shitty but Rachel helped me through some of it. I didn't even get to study enougj for my finals so yeah shit :/ i hope i do alright tomorrow.... I just hope i feel better. Im gunna go pce
How I'm feeling right now [December 12, 2012]
Sigh, I'm really feeling stressed out and all that right now. I have a big ass head ache that I'm going to get a Tylenol for but that's not the biggest part of my problem. Rachel said that she realized something today, and I think I can kind of hint at what she might be thinking. She might be thinking that I'm ignoring her in class, but i'm not sure if that's it. It might be, or worse it might be something much bigger than that. I just need to make her feel like that isn't the case because I'm not trying to ignore her... This whole realizing something thing is really making me feel bad, and the fact that I have a shit load of finals that are going to be hard as balls this week doesn't help much either, and I definitely need to find another class to switch out to because i am for sure not taking the AP comparative government class, I'll probably try switching out into forensics, and I'm probably going to write the letter for my parents to sign today.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Just a normal Sunday [December 11, 2011]
Today was like my typical sunday. Stayed home playing games/studying, putting on dramas for 할머니 before 엄마 and 아빠 came home at like 5ish. Oh Nd today was Falcons vs Panthers 31-23. 아빠 tried to fix the broken microphone but unfortunately it didnt work. I tried asking my parents if i could go get stuff for Mrs. NT's baby shower, but i was too scared to ask really, and they still got kinda mad that i asked so late. Anyways after asking we ate 김치 수제비 while watching 런닝맨 (Running man) where they went to Hong Kong. Afterwards we went to Walmart to buy the gift and came home, but my dad had a talk with me before getting there, and it made me feel pretty damn bad again. Anyways my parents helped me get some kind of towel thing so yeah hopefully it'll all work out tomorrow. And before i went to sleep i saw some videos of me and andy back in '03 and i was like 9, haha damm how long ago that wass, it was so hilarious and i literally like fell back onto the bed laughingg xD and my lisp was horrible back then and i didn't even know loll~ but yeah that was an interesting way to end the day. Last week of school and its full of finals, a few more weeks til me and rachel's 3 year anniversary and Christmas & New years! Hopefully it'll be a good one even though atm it doesn't really seem so. Hopefully it'll get better. Im out for tonight.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Big make up[December 10, 2011]
The day wasn't the best and me and rachel got into a big fight, but we made up (:
This post is for you Rachel because i love you so much with all my heart(:
And sawry to Roo for having to been a victim at the cost of our make up ;3
Friday, December 9, 2011
Things just keep getting better [December 9, 2011]
First off in this blog, I would like to give a big EFF YOU to NBC for taking away Community. WHY!?!?! WHY GOD DAMNIT, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE AWAY MY FAVORITE TV SHOW!?!?! I HATE YOU FOREVER UNTIL YOU BRING MY SHIET BACK DAMMIT! ;c
It's like i lost a best friend D:
I'm probably gunna miss Donald Glover from the show the most though, since he was basically the whole reason i started actually watching it.
Anyways let's get on with my day.
Woke up late as shit this morning, and my hair looked funky as hell at school all day. Me and Rachel put our finishing touches on our projects and turned em in. We finished watching the Important of being Earnest and I can say that I personally enjoyed both the book and the movie. Continuing on, I had a test in Anatomy and I think I did fairly well, it was a practical so yeah, and I still need to ask Mrs. NT about the test correction. And there's that baby shower that's going to be for Mrs. NT, and I need to find out what I can bring/buy for her. Had a performance final in contemporary issues that was really easy, and during lunch james said he wanted to go over to dom's but I couldn't go today. In law we just got our study guides and that's about it for school.
아빠 is mad at me now and it really makes me feel like shit when me and my folks aren't in a good relation. It makes my heart feel really heavy if that feeling makes sense.
Played some Madden with Andy today, and watched some anime cuz Rachel went out with her friend to go to their birthday party. Anyways, the Community episode i saw was SO FUCKING HILARIOUS =3
and then I found out about the hiatus...Seriously NBC...Fuck you :c
Sigh anyways I'm out for now that's pretty much all i have to write. I just hope things will get better between me and my parents. and I really need to do my college apps, because this is probably like the third time i wrote that in my blog haha, I'll try to do it over this weekend.
It's like i lost a best friend D:
I'm probably gunna miss Donald Glover from the show the most though, since he was basically the whole reason i started actually watching it.
Anyways let's get on with my day.
Woke up late as shit this morning, and my hair looked funky as hell at school all day. Me and Rachel put our finishing touches on our projects and turned em in. We finished watching the Important of being Earnest and I can say that I personally enjoyed both the book and the movie. Continuing on, I had a test in Anatomy and I think I did fairly well, it was a practical so yeah, and I still need to ask Mrs. NT about the test correction. And there's that baby shower that's going to be for Mrs. NT, and I need to find out what I can bring/buy for her. Had a performance final in contemporary issues that was really easy, and during lunch james said he wanted to go over to dom's but I couldn't go today. In law we just got our study guides and that's about it for school.
아빠 is mad at me now and it really makes me feel like shit when me and my folks aren't in a good relation. It makes my heart feel really heavy if that feeling makes sense.
Played some Madden with Andy today, and watched some anime cuz Rachel went out with her friend to go to their birthday party. Anyways, the Community episode i saw was SO FUCKING HILARIOUS =3
and then I found out about the hiatus...Seriously NBC...Fuck you :c
Sigh anyways I'm out for now that's pretty much all i have to write. I just hope things will get better between me and my parents. and I really need to do my college apps, because this is probably like the third time i wrote that in my blog haha, I'll try to do it over this weekend.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Project all day when I'm feeling down [December 8, 2011
Today i woke up and had to reset my alarm every 5 fucking minutes but yeah. School day was pretty normal, nothing really out of the norm, except that it was our last day of dissecting and i am damn happy that it is. Oh and they talked about having a baby shower for Mrs. NT on monday so i need to find out what i could get for her luls. The whole incident yesterday really fucked me up and i don't feel stable. My folks told me that they called the settlement thing and said it was $200. I feel like complete shit because i made 아빠 think it was 20k... Thats the reason i feel the shittiest. To me the shittiest feeling i can feel is dissapointment from others and myself. Like if i feel like i let my parents down, i will feel like i'm at rock bottom for the longest time. I just hope i can get better soon.
And god dammit i wasted the whole day on this damn project and couldn't finish all the other homework shit i planned to do. Fuckk whatever. Anyways here's a pic of my finished work. Not too sure where itll show up on the blog cuz im on my phone, but it's here. I hope i can feel better soon and i hope none of my A's fall below to a B this semester lol I'm out.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Project & Fuck you CRI
Alright so im just going to do a quick update on my phone since i cant get on my computer. The school day was normal pretty much, but I'm starting to get the feeling that Phil is starting to somewhat dislike me, but idk, it's probably just me. Anyways yeah School day was pretty normal.
I went over to Rachel's to pick her up so that we could work on the Language Arts project together, and we both finished the two coulumned notes part, and got the rough drafts for the project part. So when we were working on it, I went to get the mail and in there was a CRI letter. It totally fucked up my night... Anyways after a wholw bunch of dying, with Rachel's support (Gawd i love this woman<3) and later i drove her home. When my folks came home they told me it was nothing to worry about and that i was too naive about it. I caused my dad a lotcof stress and that just makes everything the worse for me. I'm happy that both me and my dad don't have to worry about it anymore. Anyways that's it for today.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Volunteered for American Red Cross on a Blue Day [December 6, 2011]
Alright, so this morning I woke up and it was like drizzling outside so yeah haha I went back more into the rain by the flag pole to see Rachel before she came in. Language Art's was normal and the test that we had was pretty easy. After that we read the play called the Importance of being earnest. I was tired as balls when we were reading the book, and Rachel thought I was ignoring her, but I wasn't. Oh well, things got better a little bit until a dark storm from hell came over me and struck it's anti Zeus lightning bolts at me. Anatomy was just the usual for the week, we cut into the Abdominal's and we were supposed to cut into the throat but didn't he enough time. But yeah after that all hell broke loose upon me and third block sucked ass. Law class was the same as usual. Anyways things reconciled between me and Rachel between 3rd and 4th.
Oh and I wupped Danny's ass in Tekken, even in the PSP, he didn't even beat me onceee! ha!
Anyways right when i got home I went and changed into my American Red Cross Shirt and drove off to the Duluth Donor Center. There I spent about four hours of my day doing volunteer work like a receptionist. Picking up phone calls, asking people to sign in, restocking snacks/drinks and stuff like that. But the majority of the time i didn't really have that much to do other than wait for someone to call and for me to say "Good Afternoon, American Red Cross Donor Center. This is John. How may I help you" since that's what it said on the sticky note beside the phone. Anyways for the last hour I spent the time by watching T.V. watching Channel 2 News. And damn they kept repeating the same shit over and over again about the same incidents.
I left the place and got home near like 7:15ish, ate some Rice, Kimchi Jigae, Kim, Eggs & Ketchup and that's pretty much it. After that I put on a Drama for halmohnee, and called Rachel since then.
Anyways today has been a pretty Shitty day indeed, and It sucked ass. The school day sucked ass and I have so many finals coming up, I have a big ass project to do for L.A, along with the fact that I need to apply for my colleges, and I need to drop out of my AP Contemp Gov. and find a different class to put in it's place. Sigh life keeps feeling like it's getting harder and harder. Life is just becoming a big pain in the ass, but all this shit is nothing compared to College and my Adult life, anyways like the saying is"When the going gets tough, the tough get going. It's just that so many things are becoming stressful and it's stressing me out like a mother fucker. Sigh anyways I just can't wait until Winter break because when it rolls around I am going to chillax like I've never done before. Bleh There's just too much going on in life all at the same time. I have a headache, and haven't felt this down in a while. Anyways I guess that's all for now.
Oh and I wupped Danny's ass in Tekken, even in the PSP, he didn't even beat me onceee! ha!
Anyways right when i got home I went and changed into my American Red Cross Shirt and drove off to the Duluth Donor Center. There I spent about four hours of my day doing volunteer work like a receptionist. Picking up phone calls, asking people to sign in, restocking snacks/drinks and stuff like that. But the majority of the time i didn't really have that much to do other than wait for someone to call and for me to say "Good Afternoon, American Red Cross Donor Center. This is John. How may I help you" since that's what it said on the sticky note beside the phone. Anyways for the last hour I spent the time by watching T.V. watching Channel 2 News. And damn they kept repeating the same shit over and over again about the same incidents.
I left the place and got home near like 7:15ish, ate some Rice, Kimchi Jigae, Kim, Eggs & Ketchup and that's pretty much it. After that I put on a Drama for halmohnee, and called Rachel since then.
Anyways today has been a pretty Shitty day indeed, and It sucked ass. The school day sucked ass and I have so many finals coming up, I have a big ass project to do for L.A, along with the fact that I need to apply for my colleges, and I need to drop out of my AP Contemp Gov. and find a different class to put in it's place. Sigh life keeps feeling like it's getting harder and harder. Life is just becoming a big pain in the ass, but all this shit is nothing compared to College and my Adult life, anyways like the saying is"When the going gets tough, the tough get going. It's just that so many things are becoming stressful and it's stressing me out like a mother fucker. Sigh anyways I just can't wait until Winter break because when it rolls around I am going to chillax like I've never done before. Bleh There's just too much going on in life all at the same time. I have a headache, and haven't felt this down in a while. Anyways I guess that's all for now.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Andrew's Band Concert [December 5, 2011]
Back to school for the week, which means that there are only two weeks left of school! Awesomeness! Anyways I showed Willis my kick ass Christmas lights and he thought that I didn't do it all by myself, ha funny. Today in anatomy was Day 2 of the cat dissection and we had to skin our cats so that their skins pretty much made a superman cape.. Disturbing much? haha. Oh and here's something new, Herman Cain has suspended himself from the race for now, so I'm pretty happy bout that lol, idunno it's just his over simplicity and image that pushes me away from supporting him. Anyways today I felt pretty much left out again at lunch, like i was excluded but I'm getting over it and just gunna do whatever with it.
Hmm. And Bernstein really got pissed as fuck today since almost nobody was doing their work, me being included along with Brett Hakim and Ahmedd. learning about like Equal rights and discrimination. That sort of stuff.
Enough about school. I finally finished the Hound of the Baskerville's and I'll say that it wasn't that bad of a book. I enjoyed it, except for the parts where i had to skip a few lines because I couldn't really understand the writing. I feel like I'm pretty ready for the Test tomorrow and I'm probably going to start working on the project starting on Wednesday. And I'll probably try to do my college apps sometime this week. Oh and today was Andy's 7th grade band concert which lasted like 30 minutes or so and it was decent enough, and HOLY SHIT LOL. I swear to god I saw some little kid who i though was in like the 3rd grade and asked andy if he was a 7th Grader and he said yeah i was laughing so hard xD, ha that was my good laugh for the day.
Anyways tomorrow is going to be quite the tiring day since i have 4 hours of volunteer at the American Red Cross Duluth Donor Center. So yeah, I hope it won't be boring, I don't expect it to be but I'll never know what I can expect lol.
I'm pretty much done writing for today. no big highlights today, just a bit on the melancholy side of things, but it's cool now because I thought of a possible idea for a story, so yeah lol I'll try to keep that up and see how well things go with that. For now I'm just going to get off so yeah.
Hmm. And Bernstein really got pissed as fuck today since almost nobody was doing their work, me being included along with Brett Hakim and Ahmedd. learning about like Equal rights and discrimination. That sort of stuff.
Enough about school. I finally finished the Hound of the Baskerville's and I'll say that it wasn't that bad of a book. I enjoyed it, except for the parts where i had to skip a few lines because I couldn't really understand the writing. I feel like I'm pretty ready for the Test tomorrow and I'm probably going to start working on the project starting on Wednesday. And I'll probably try to do my college apps sometime this week. Oh and today was Andy's 7th grade band concert which lasted like 30 minutes or so and it was decent enough, and HOLY SHIT LOL. I swear to god I saw some little kid who i though was in like the 3rd grade and asked andy if he was a 7th Grader and he said yeah i was laughing so hard xD, ha that was my good laugh for the day.
Anyways tomorrow is going to be quite the tiring day since i have 4 hours of volunteer at the American Red Cross Duluth Donor Center. So yeah, I hope it won't be boring, I don't expect it to be but I'll never know what I can expect lol.
I'm pretty much done writing for today. no big highlights today, just a bit on the melancholy side of things, but it's cool now because I thought of a possible idea for a story, so yeah lol I'll try to keep that up and see how well things go with that. For now I'm just going to get off so yeah.
Sunday, December 4, 2011
First time setting up Christmas Lights [December 4, 2011]
Today was so tiring, lol.
Anyways i spent from like 10ish to 3 o' clock working on all of it outside, and it was a pain in the ass when some of them didn't work, especially when i had to look at the filament inside to see it was messed up. Damn it was such a pain in the ass, but I'm proud of it especially because it was the first time I actually put them up by myself, but of course Andy helped by holding the ladder, otherwise I would have fell off the ladder haha.
And this is how it looked like at night c:
ha I worked pretty damn hard on it and I think it looks good.
Anyways today was a rough day with Rachel because of school and reading. bleh I don't think I need to go into detail, but I think i would know just by reading it lol. But we eventually worked things out when I went out with the folks to drop 할머니 off at her sauna. And yeah we went to Other stores in search of that heat mat thing, only to again fail in our conquest. Anyways, we came home at night, and the picture above is how all the lights looked! 4+ hours of labor to make this masterpiece which I'm going to have to take down in a month, and that's what i was literally thinking when I was setting it up lol.
Anyways I have to finish reading the Hound of the Baskervilles and I'm on chapter 11. Hmm so yeah idunno what else to write at the moment... Oh well I ate teriyaki steak and salmon with vegies that my parents brought home from the restaurant, so yeap, and Rachel ate hibachi for lunch too so haha what a coincidence! Anyways I'm off to read, and oh yeah I have a cat dissection tomorrow, I'm so excited~~ ha... (sarcasm very intended.) I'm off to read so yeah, hope I can finish the rest of this shit todayy~
Anyways i spent from like 10ish to 3 o' clock working on all of it outside, and it was a pain in the ass when some of them didn't work, especially when i had to look at the filament inside to see it was messed up. Damn it was such a pain in the ass, but I'm proud of it especially because it was the first time I actually put them up by myself, but of course Andy helped by holding the ladder, otherwise I would have fell off the ladder haha.
ha I worked pretty damn hard on it and I think it looks good.
Anyways today was a rough day with Rachel because of school and reading. bleh I don't think I need to go into detail, but I think i would know just by reading it lol. But we eventually worked things out when I went out with the folks to drop 할머니 off at her sauna. And yeah we went to Other stores in search of that heat mat thing, only to again fail in our conquest. Anyways, we came home at night, and the picture above is how all the lights looked! 4+ hours of labor to make this masterpiece which I'm going to have to take down in a month, and that's what i was literally thinking when I was setting it up lol.
Anyways I have to finish reading the Hound of the Baskervilles and I'm on chapter 11. Hmm so yeah idunno what else to write at the moment... Oh well I ate teriyaki steak and salmon with vegies that my parents brought home from the restaurant, so yeap, and Rachel ate hibachi for lunch too so haha what a coincidence! Anyways I'm off to read, and oh yeah I have a cat dissection tomorrow, I'm so excited~~ ha... (sarcasm very intended.) I'm off to read so yeah, hope I can finish the rest of this shit todayy~
Saturday, December 3, 2011
It's my Mum's Birthday! [December 3, 2011]
So today's my mom's birthday and my folks didn't go to work today, so yeah awesome c: .
Hmm I'll start from the beginning of the day. Woke up near like 7ish because Rachel called me before she took the SAT, so yeah, I was pretty damn tired in the morning and fully work up at 8:40ish and are 미역국 for breakfast, and went to korean school until 1. We went out a lot to a shit load of different shops like Megamart, HMart and all those kind of shops. Oh and we went into Gwinnett Mall after Megamart to look for some jewelry for my mom, and we saw 명미누 나, along with Jane and Lisa. We all hung out for a bit and then said goodbye until next time. And haha I tried showing Jane a magic trick because apparently I showed her one at the wedding way back then, but i don't really remember haha. Anyways I did the one where i made the penny disappear, but then Andy had to go and ruin the trick for her like seriously? Bleh it's whatever.After we all went to Iron Age to eat Duck, bibimbap shit on aluminum foil, and cow intestines.... Yeah Cow intestines @_@ Pretty much tasted like meaty gum...Anyways, this is how the duck and 비빔밥 looked:
Yeah, good shit :3
ha anyways after that we went to Megamart again to go pick up a cake :3
It was after we took out the candles though, but yeah this is the cake that we ate :3
hmm what else can i think of writing... Oh I read like 30 something pages today in the book of the Hounds of the Baskervilles and i seriously hope I can finish that soon because it's kinda sorta stressing me out that I have to read it. Ah, and I have volunteer on Tuesday for American Red Cross so I'll have to wait until next Tuesday to kick that Kazuya guy's ass in Tekken 6. Can't wait! Anyways I'm just sitting with my back against the Game Room couch and the whole family is sitting in the living room watching 오작교 형제들 ,and my sexy Christmas tree is in the corner of the room bein a Bauss!
hmm what else can i think of writing... Oh I read like 30 something pages today in the book of the Hounds of the Baskervilles and i seriously hope I can finish that soon because it's kinda sorta stressing me out that I have to read it. Ah, and I have volunteer on Tuesday for American Red Cross so I'll have to wait until next Tuesday to kick that Kazuya guy's ass in Tekken 6. Can't wait! Anyways I'm just sitting with my back against the Game Room couch and the whole family is sitting in the living room watching 오작교 형제들 ,and my sexy Christmas tree is in the corner of the room bein a Bauss!
So yeah I seriously need to start with the whole college apps soon, and I'm probably going to be doing that the coming up week. And damn. Damn damn damn, I really need to find out how I'm going to pay for college, because HOPE doesn't pay for much any more. I need to find and apply for as many scholarships as possible, maybe even the never smoked before scholarship!!! haha if that really exist, idunno if it does though :P. Anyways I need to figure out how I'm going to deal with college and all that, and I also need to tour Kennesaw State, but I need to find a good date that doesn't interfere with school. Well nevermind I just found a date and picked one. It's going to be on February 17, at 10am when school is out, so yeah woohoo, fiesta in le pantelones! lol jk. Alright well I think I'm gunna get off for now so yeah. I'll write back in tomorrow :3
Friday, December 2, 2011
My Christmas Tree [December 2, 2011]
Yep, so this is the Christmas tree that I'm going to have at my house this year c:
Me and Andy worked on it, and I think it looks pretty good. A lot better than last years because I kinda think that last years wasn't that great haha.Anyways, Mahnn, I don't feel like reading the hound of Baskervilles this weekend~
oh well, anyways ADMIRE THE TREE!!!
Jk :3
Anyways yeah, just wanted to put this on here =3
Friday night, bleh. [December 2, 2011]
Well I'm actually now planning on writing in this blog everyday so, yeah just wanted to put that out there, haha.
Anyways so yeah today was a bit different. We're starting to do cat dissections, and yeah, it's not pretty lol. Something sucks though, I just found out i got a fucking 79 on my last test for anatomy, fucking hell. I'm gunna ask Ms. NT if i can do test correction on that, because i seriously need to, so if i can i could get about a 90 if it rounds up, so yeah. Anyways had a test on the Human Repro. System and i feel like i aced that shiet! Anyways, god damn cat pre dissection shit made me late out of the room, made rachel upset as well as my inability to go and buy her lunch. Oh well, i salvaged the moment when I brought her the brownie and cheesecake things, I wonder if they tasted good haha. But unfortunately I ran into a little *cough* little bit more problems with Rachel today, but it's all good now.
As of right now I think I'm going to drop my AP Contemporary Governments, and try to add in Team Sports possibly, or maybe not. I'm not too sure, maybe that or some other easy class like philosophy maybe.
But yeah learned more about how college credits and shit work, and I still have no idea how exactly I'm going to be able to pay for college. I'm going to need like a shit load of Jobs, and Grants, and luckily I can get more scholarships and the such since I have reduced luncheon! Oh Oh & idunno if it's true or not but according to Coach Brison seeing changes in the HOPE Scholarship, anyone with a 3.0 GPA and up only gets $500 less than the Zell Miller, so I'm thinking that pretty damn awesome. I'm probably going to look it up after I post this and I'll write in an edit after i see what's up.
After school i went to the bank too, to turn in my transcripts to apply for the scholarship that first intercontinental bank is giving out, I did like 1,4XX words of the 2000 maximum, so idunno I'\ll see how I do, but I'm not too sure if I'm going to get the scholarship or not. I'll see over time. Anyways I'm feeling more and more stressed out this weekend since I have so much shit to do. I need to apply to GSU and KSU soon, and find out how I'm gunna pay for the shit. I need to read my book for Lang. Arts, "The Hound of The Baskervilles" ATM I'm on page 107ish, so yeah. hopefully i can read everything efficiently enough. And there's still the Korean School I have to go to. Damn I really wish i took it when i was younger but i didn't think as much of it back then. Bleh, whatever what happens, happens i can't do anything about it.
Anyways I'm probably going to talk to Rachel, read a lot, watch some anime, Use my Computer, play my PSP, etc. Anyways I guess I'm pretty much done blogging for today so, I'm out
-Pacman
Anyways so yeah today was a bit different. We're starting to do cat dissections, and yeah, it's not pretty lol. Something sucks though, I just found out i got a fucking 79 on my last test for anatomy, fucking hell. I'm gunna ask Ms. NT if i can do test correction on that, because i seriously need to, so if i can i could get about a 90 if it rounds up, so yeah. Anyways had a test on the Human Repro. System and i feel like i aced that shiet! Anyways, god damn cat pre dissection shit made me late out of the room, made rachel upset as well as my inability to go and buy her lunch. Oh well, i salvaged the moment when I brought her the brownie and cheesecake things, I wonder if they tasted good haha. But unfortunately I ran into a little *cough* little bit more problems with Rachel today, but it's all good now.
As of right now I think I'm going to drop my AP Contemporary Governments, and try to add in Team Sports possibly, or maybe not. I'm not too sure, maybe that or some other easy class like philosophy maybe.
But yeah learned more about how college credits and shit work, and I still have no idea how exactly I'm going to be able to pay for college. I'm going to need like a shit load of Jobs, and Grants, and luckily I can get more scholarships and the such since I have reduced luncheon! Oh Oh & idunno if it's true or not but according to Coach Brison seeing changes in the HOPE Scholarship, anyone with a 3.0 GPA and up only gets $500 less than the Zell Miller, so I'm thinking that pretty damn awesome. I'm probably going to look it up after I post this and I'll write in an edit after i see what's up.
After school i went to the bank too, to turn in my transcripts to apply for the scholarship that first intercontinental bank is giving out, I did like 1,4XX words of the 2000 maximum, so idunno I'\ll see how I do, but I'm not too sure if I'm going to get the scholarship or not. I'll see over time. Anyways I'm feeling more and more stressed out this weekend since I have so much shit to do. I need to apply to GSU and KSU soon, and find out how I'm gunna pay for the shit. I need to read my book for Lang. Arts, "The Hound of The Baskervilles" ATM I'm on page 107ish, so yeah. hopefully i can read everything efficiently enough. And there's still the Korean School I have to go to. Damn I really wish i took it when i was younger but i didn't think as much of it back then. Bleh, whatever what happens, happens i can't do anything about it.
Anyways I'm probably going to talk to Rachel, read a lot, watch some anime, Use my Computer, play my PSP, etc. Anyways I guess I'm pretty much done blogging for today so, I'm out
-Pacman
Thursday, December 1, 2011
College [December 1, 2011]
As of right now I'm a senior in High School, and I'm having a hard time choosing which college i want to go to. its either GSU or KSU, but I'm leaning more towards KSU. I eventually plan on transferring to UGA after the first year. That's pretty much it about college. It causes problems though, and I honestly wish things could be a little easier for me. It causes a lot of problems between me and Rachel, and it's really stressing both of us out. I just have this fixed attitude about College that I feel like I have to follow, and I feel like if someone really wants to do well, than they have to make good work habits to do well. I keep getting stressed out, but I feel that at the end of the day it's my fault too for being like this. I don't have to force anything on her, but I feel like I have to if she wants to go to UGA with me. I know I'm not perfect because no one is, I just wish that everything worked out easier in the world. Anyways. College. Bleh. I don't even know what I'm going to Major in. I'm trying to go into Med. School, but I really just want to do it because it has good pay. And of course it would make my parents proud of me. But I'm not exactly too sure what I want to do about my future and about college, etc. I just hope I can find something I want to do before my second year of college when I finish my core classes.
I might go into Medicine. Not like a Surgeon or Anesthesiologist or anything, probably something that gets somewhere above $100K but doesn't require too much schooling. I mean but of course I think I would be a great doctor if it was one who directly helped people. Since I was a kid I enjoyed helping people and seeing them happy brought happiness unto me. Anyways, I might go for some business job or engineering job if I don't go into Med, but nothing is for certain yet.
Anyways, right now I have all A's in my classes, and I'm pretty happy with it. I have to turn in my college applications in the beginning of the month if I want to see if I can get accepted into the "Scholarship Consideration" Crap. Anyways that's stressing me out too, since I have to hurry up and apply to the colleges.
I don't know how I'm going to pay for much either, because I have to rely on Scholarships and Grants only. So if it comes down to it, hopefully I won't have to depend on student Loans. I have to rely on Hope, APIASF, and other scholarships.
Bleh too much shit too have to worry about, and I don't feel like I'm ready for college. I just hope that I can pass by fine, and I hope I can get accepted into the colleges I want to get accepted to.
Anyways, I guess that's all I'll write for now.
I might go into Medicine. Not like a Surgeon or Anesthesiologist or anything, probably something that gets somewhere above $100K but doesn't require too much schooling. I mean but of course I think I would be a great doctor if it was one who directly helped people. Since I was a kid I enjoyed helping people and seeing them happy brought happiness unto me. Anyways, I might go for some business job or engineering job if I don't go into Med, but nothing is for certain yet.
Anyways, right now I have all A's in my classes, and I'm pretty happy with it. I have to turn in my college applications in the beginning of the month if I want to see if I can get accepted into the "Scholarship Consideration" Crap. Anyways that's stressing me out too, since I have to hurry up and apply to the colleges.
I don't know how I'm going to pay for much either, because I have to rely on Scholarships and Grants only. So if it comes down to it, hopefully I won't have to depend on student Loans. I have to rely on Hope, APIASF, and other scholarships.
Bleh too much shit too have to worry about, and I don't feel like I'm ready for college. I just hope that I can pass by fine, and I hope I can get accepted into the colleges I want to get accepted to.
Anyways, I guess that's all I'll write for now.
First Blog [December 1, 2011]
This is the first blog that I'm seriously going to try committing to.
I know almost no body is probably going to check this blog out anyways, but It'll be here for me to reference int he future, so it's whatever.
I'm going to be posting in this blog at least once a week, unless I feel like i want to write more, or if I have more time.
My life isn't very exciting or entertaining though, So I hope no one get's their hopes up hoping to find a new interesting blogger to read, or whatever people do with this blogging website. So it'll probably full of random shit a lot, and other stuff that interest me.
Anyways I'm probably going commit to this blogger as a first and try to keep it on through college, and hell who knows how far, but anyways that's it for my first post.
I know almost no body is probably going to check this blog out anyways, but It'll be here for me to reference int he future, so it's whatever.
I'm going to be posting in this blog at least once a week, unless I feel like i want to write more, or if I have more time.
My life isn't very exciting or entertaining though, So I hope no one get's their hopes up hoping to find a new interesting blogger to read, or whatever people do with this blogging website. So it'll probably full of random shit a lot, and other stuff that interest me.
Anyways I'm probably going commit to this blogger as a first and try to keep it on through college, and hell who knows how far, but anyways that's it for my first post.
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