As of right now I'm a senior in High School, and I'm having a hard time choosing which college i want to go to. its either GSU or KSU, but I'm leaning more towards KSU. I eventually plan on transferring to UGA after the first year. That's pretty much it about college. It causes problems though, and I honestly wish things could be a little easier for me. It causes a lot of problems between me and Rachel, and it's really stressing both of us out. I just have this fixed attitude about College that I feel like I have to follow, and I feel like if someone really wants to do well, than they have to make good work habits to do well. I keep getting stressed out, but I feel that at the end of the day it's my fault too for being like this. I don't have to force anything on her, but I feel like I have to if she wants to go to UGA with me. I know I'm not perfect because no one is, I just wish that everything worked out easier in the world. Anyways. College. Bleh. I don't even know what I'm going to Major in. I'm trying to go into Med. School, but I really just want to do it because it has good pay. And of course it would make my parents proud of me. But I'm not exactly too sure what I want to do about my future and about college, etc. I just hope I can find something I want to do before my second year of college when I finish my core classes.
I might go into Medicine. Not like a Surgeon or Anesthesiologist or anything, probably something that gets somewhere above $100K but doesn't require too much schooling. I mean but of course I think I would be a great doctor if it was one who directly helped people. Since I was a kid I enjoyed helping people and seeing them happy brought happiness unto me. Anyways, I might go for some business job or engineering job if I don't go into Med, but nothing is for certain yet.
Anyways, right now I have all A's in my classes, and I'm pretty happy with it. I have to turn in my college applications in the beginning of the month if I want to see if I can get accepted into the "Scholarship Consideration" Crap. Anyways that's stressing me out too, since I have to hurry up and apply to the colleges.
I don't know how I'm going to pay for much either, because I have to rely on Scholarships and Grants only. So if it comes down to it, hopefully I won't have to depend on student Loans. I have to rely on Hope, APIASF, and other scholarships.
Bleh too much shit too have to worry about, and I don't feel like I'm ready for college. I just hope that I can pass by fine, and I hope I can get accepted into the colleges I want to get accepted to.
Anyways, I guess that's all I'll write for now.
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