I feel pretty horrible right now. I'll go on about this later.
Anyways the day started alright. I left for the blood drive at school today at like 7:45 and stayed in the auxiliary gym until second block started. Oh and i got a 95 on my quiz. Hazah. Anyways I got pretty full after eating all the snacks so I didn't eat too much lunch. Anyways skipping biotechand math, I stayed after school with Rachel in Mrs. NT's class because she had some test corrections to do. And I helped Mrs. NT set up her room and put up some ceiling tiles and all that.
I feel pretty awful now since Rachel's mad at me and I don't really know why... Sigh I hate this feeling. The feeling of wanting to just sit on your ass and curl up on your floor and not do anything because you feel like your choking on your heart. I feel like complete shit, and I'm starting to get that feeling of "why am I alive, and what's the purpose" like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's just pointless. I'm feeling like all I'm ever doing in life is coming home, studying, using my computer, talking to Rachel. Besides talking to Rachel, I feel like my life is useless and I'm not doing anything in my life. I don't like this feeling. And I wish Rachel thought better of me. And I wish i could find out why she gets mad at me when she does. I can't even study yet since i feel so down, and I don't think it helps that I feel like this with a pint of blood out of me. Sigh. Hopefully my blood will go off to someone else to help them. Anyways I have to go eat. I just feel really bad right now. yeah. I'm off for now.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
2 week hiatus #1 [January 17, 2012]
Well, I haven't written in the blog in a while so i just wanted to post a little update on how things are going so far with school.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Senior Year second semester starts today [January 3, 2012]
Well this is my first post of 2012, so yeah...
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
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