Sigh, I'm really feeling stressed out and all that right now. I have a big ass head ache that I'm going to get a Tylenol for but that's not the biggest part of my problem. Rachel said that she realized something today, and I think I can kind of hint at what she might be thinking. She might be thinking that I'm ignoring her in class, but i'm not sure if that's it. It might be, or worse it might be something much bigger than that. I just need to make her feel like that isn't the case because I'm not trying to ignore her... This whole realizing something thing is really making me feel bad, and the fact that I have a shit load of finals that are going to be hard as balls this week doesn't help much either, and I definitely need to find another class to switch out to because i am for sure not taking the AP comparative government class, I'll probably try switching out into forensics, and I'm probably going to write the letter for my parents to sign today.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
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