It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
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