Oops, seems like it's been a while [March 15, 2012]

So yes, I haven't written in the blog in quite a while, about a month or so, but yeah. At least I'm writing in it now. Life is boring. What can i say, now all my time is consumed with shit loads of studying and doing homework, and i get less time to talk to Rachel now.  Gah I'm just really out of place today because this god damn biotech review sheet was pissing me off for the whole fucking day for like 5 hours until i just gave up. Sigh. Anyways I guess I'll start off with school for now.

First block is Forensics. I have a low A in the class, and I made friends in that class lol. There's Jay the Curry Master and Steven. It's probably the easiest class I have. Second block is AP Macro, and I'm struggling with a low B. Definitely the hardest class I'm taking. Third block, the worst class i have with the worst teacher teaching the most retarded shit ever. I hate the class and teacher. I currently have an A, but I'm damn sure its going to drop a lot because my teacher is a bitch and will give me a bad grade on my midterm. Fourth block is math and it's not that bad. There's Saad and Heetak in the class so it's not too bad.

College;
I got accepted into Kennesaw State as well as Georgia State and I'm planning on going to KSU, and then transferring out to UGA after one year. I just need to hurry my ass up and sign up for that orientation crap so that I won't have to take my classes at shitty times. I'll be driving everyday that I'll have to go to school, so I'll probably try to double up my classes on the same days and see how that works out for me.

I don't feel like I've hung out with any of my friends in the longest ass time and I don't like it lol, it makes me feel kinda like a loser, even though I'm not. I'm just really preoccupied with schooling. Oh and last month, a little bit after my last post LINSANITY took the world by surprise and Jeremy Lin led the Knicks to a 7 game winning streak. Until melo and his bitch ass came back and fucked shit up, even getting D'Antoni to resign ._.    
I'm really pissed about that, and all i can really do for Lin is hope that he can still be a star on the team and gets a lot better at the game itself.

Dammit I don't know how to use correct grammar. Me and Rachel's? Rachel's and I ... dammit, anyways our anniversary is coming up in about nine days, so hopefully we might be able to hang out that day, or something like that. anyways, not really sure what else to write about now. I'll try to be more consistent in this blog and I probably will be more into the future, but as for now, I'm just in my room typing this with the window open feeling the slight breeze, and listening to the crickets outside. Anyways til next time.

My life is on repeat like my Ipod #24 (February 6, 2012)

Gah my life is getting to repetitive. This is my life.
Come home, Study for on average about six hours a day, talk to Rachel, eat food, and sleep. This is my life now ha. Damn I haven't written in the blog in a minute but yeah. It was Andrew's  birthday 4 days ago and i took him to the movies along with Rachel on Saturday to see Chronicle, which by the way, kind of sucked. The whole movie was good, and had some potential, but the it didn't carry out in the end.

My ass really needs to sign up for FASFA. It shall be done tomorrow!
But i swear AP macro is pretty damn hard, Biotech is full of tedious work, Forensics is fairly easy, but I'm of gas at the end of the day when I get to math.

my life is getting so boring, I have no social life. T.T
Oh well. I hope i get all A's this semester because I don't all my hard work to go to waste.
Giants beat the Patriots on yesterday at the Superbowl.

I already got accepted into Kennesaw State and I just want to see if i would be accepted into Georgia State, just because I want to see if they would accept me. But I'm probably going to KSU.

I need to do more with my life, because it's getting so boring and repetitive. Anyways I'm about to go to bed for the night and I'll try writing back in a while.

Impterfection #23 [January 26, 2012]

I feel pretty horrible right now. I'll go on about this later.

Anyways the day started alright. I left for the blood drive at school today at like 7:45 and stayed in the auxiliary gym until second block started. Oh and i got a 95 on my quiz. Hazah. Anyways I got pretty full after eating all the snacks so I didn't eat too much lunch. Anyways skipping biotechand math, I stayed after school with Rachel in Mrs. NT's class because she had some test corrections to do. And I helped Mrs. NT set up her room and put up some ceiling tiles and all that.

I feel pretty awful now since Rachel's mad at me and I don't really know why... Sigh I hate this feeling. The feeling of wanting to just sit on your ass and curl up on your floor and not do anything because you feel like your choking on your heart. I feel like complete shit, and I'm starting to get that feeling of "why am I alive, and what's the purpose" like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's just pointless. I'm feeling like all I'm ever doing in life is coming home, studying, using my computer, talking to Rachel. Besides talking to Rachel, I feel like my life is useless and I'm not doing anything in my life. I don't like this feeling. And I wish Rachel thought better of me. And I wish i could find out why she gets mad at me when she does. I can't even study yet since i feel so down, and I don't think it helps that I feel like this with a pint of blood out of me. Sigh. Hopefully my blood will go off to someone else to help them. Anyways I have to go eat. I just feel really bad right now. yeah. I'm off for now.

2 week hiatus #1 [January 17, 2012]

Well, I haven't written in the blog in a while so i just wanted to post a little update on how things are going so far with school.

Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.

AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.

Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff

And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.

but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.

Senior Year second semester starts today [January 3, 2012]

Well this is my first post of 2012, so yeah...
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.

Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)

So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me

Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3

So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.

Merry Christmas Part I [December 25, 2011]

It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that  much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that  there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.

1 more day [December 23, 2011]

So yeah this week has been a bore pretty much and i kinda miss not being able to be productive (doing school work) I"M SUCH A NERD! lol anyways yeah this week was just playing shit loads of games and watching a few anime. Speaking of anime Steins Gate may possibly be the most epicist shiet I've ever seen, up there with FMA and shiet :3

Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:

Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D

Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!