I feel pretty horrible right now. I'll go on about this later.
Anyways the day started alright. I left for the blood drive at school today at like 7:45 and stayed in the auxiliary gym until second block started. Oh and i got a 95 on my quiz. Hazah. Anyways I got pretty full after eating all the snacks so I didn't eat too much lunch. Anyways skipping biotechand math, I stayed after school with Rachel in Mrs. NT's class because she had some test corrections to do. And I helped Mrs. NT set up her room and put up some ceiling tiles and all that.
I feel pretty awful now since Rachel's mad at me and I don't really know why... Sigh I hate this feeling. The feeling of wanting to just sit on your ass and curl up on your floor and not do anything because you feel like your choking on your heart. I feel like complete shit, and I'm starting to get that feeling of "why am I alive, and what's the purpose" like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's just pointless. I'm feeling like all I'm ever doing in life is coming home, studying, using my computer, talking to Rachel. Besides talking to Rachel, I feel like my life is useless and I'm not doing anything in my life. I don't like this feeling. And I wish Rachel thought better of me. And I wish i could find out why she gets mad at me when she does. I can't even study yet since i feel so down, and I don't think it helps that I feel like this with a pint of blood out of me. Sigh. Hopefully my blood will go off to someone else to help them. Anyways I have to go eat. I just feel really bad right now. yeah. I'm off for now.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
2 week hiatus #1 [January 17, 2012]
Well, I haven't written in the blog in a while so i just wanted to post a little update on how things are going so far with school.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Forensics is pretty much an easy class, I just need to remember to do my homework in that class because I
'm starting to forget to do my homework in that class since it's too easy.
AP Macro is kind of hard but I'm starting to understand the concepts a little better.
Biotech is kind of in the middle with just like busy work and that kind of stuff
And Math is still a boring ass class that's a pain in the ass.
but yeah idunno what else to really write in so that's pretty much it. I'm gunna go back and study for my Macro test so pce.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Senior Year second semester starts today [January 3, 2012]
Well this is my first post of 2012, so yeah...
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
Happy Late new years lol.
Anyways not much happened over the period that I didn't write in, just the same old same old.
Here's my Schedule for my Second Semester
1st block [Forensics] - (A super easy ass class it what it seems it'll be for me)
2nd block [AP Macroeconomics] - (The only AP class I have, where i will probably try really hard)
3rd block [Biotechnology] - ( Don't really know how this class will turn out)
4th Block [Int. Trig] - (Bunch of people I don't know and probably won't try hard at all)
So yeah ....
I hate 1st block because I don't know anyone in there.
I'm alright with AP Macro, since I know a few people in there.
I hate 3rd block because I don't know anyone there and I think the teacher's already growing a disliking towards me in a way, a black teacher who acts really black.. lol
I hate 4th block maybe the most, because I know absolutely nothing, and the teacher is too lenient, and a lot of the kids in the class will act like dumb shits... oh sweet lord please save me
Anyways I'm kind of hoping that I might be able to switch out of my 3rd block of Biotech back into Anatomy to take it again, but I'm not too sure. I'll ask Mrs. NT though and see if I can get a recommendation from her to get in it again ;3
So yeah, I'll be a studious student, get all A's this semester, and exempt all the Finals that I can. So yeah, hopefully this won't be too bad for me because right now it seems like it will. bleh good luck to me though.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas Part I [December 25, 2011]
It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
Friday, December 23, 2011
1 more day [December 23, 2011]
So yeah this week has been a bore pretty much and i kinda miss not being able to be productive (doing school work) I"M SUCH A NERD! lol anyways yeah this week was just playing shit loads of games and watching a few anime. Speaking of anime Steins Gate may possibly be the most epicist shiet I've ever seen, up there with FMA and shiet :3
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Monday, December 19, 2011
Winter Break has just begun! [December 19, 2011]
Alright so I haven't written in for a while and it's because of a few reasons that caused this.
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
Monday, December 12, 2011
Failure... [December 12, 2011]
That's all i really felt like today. A failure of a boyfriend, as a brother, and as a son. I spent 5 fucking hours trying to fix these two god damn Captivates only to have on of them get bricked... Made me feel really shitty but Rachel helped me through some of it. I didn't even get to study enougj for my finals so yeah shit :/ i hope i do alright tomorrow.... I just hope i feel better. Im gunna go pce
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