It's Christmas day, December 25, 2011, and the day started absolutely horribly. I feel like absolute shit :/
I woke up normally but at breakfast 아빠 got mad at me for a whole bunch of shit. Using my phone right before we ate breakfast not cleaning up everything after we ate, and i can't play games anymore because Andy didn't do any studying yesterday :/ And then he got more mad at me for not sharing or asking to share. I feel like shit today. And the god damn rain outside just makes everything that much better. This may be one of the worst Christmases I've had especially since I'm not doing shit right now, just sitting here feeling like shit because I feel like i disappointed my parents and that there not happy with me and shit. Sigh.
I feel really shitty, but oh well. This is supposed to be a happy time of the year. I just hope shit get's better after Rachel and Family come over because so far today is sucking really really bad and i feel like shiet. I hope feel better... Anyways I'l probably write in more later, hopefully it'll be a post with a better mood, but yeah idunno.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
1 more day [December 23, 2011]
So yeah this week has been a bore pretty much and i kinda miss not being able to be productive (doing school work) I"M SUCH A NERD! lol anyways yeah this week was just playing shit loads of games and watching a few anime. Speaking of anime Steins Gate may possibly be the most epicist shiet I've ever seen, up there with FMA and shiet :3
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Anyways going on with life, haha,
So tomorrow is the 3 year anniversary of me and Rachel's relationship... Shit i don't think I got this grammar right either D:, oh well doesn't matter lol.
So yeah we have a lot of stuff planned out like driving! and eating! and giving presents!
and on a side note Rachel is sooo hilarious x3 she kept guessing the wrong stuff and always went like "oh that's it isnt it!" just becuase I said no ;D i just can't wait to give it to her, I hope she's happy with it c:
Hmm so yeah Christmas Eve I'm spending the Day with Rachel like all day and we're gunna eat Thai food, go to the park, all that good stuff, and then on christmas day my aunt and uncle on my mom's side are coming over for christmas dinner as well as Rachel :3. So yeah I think it'll be a great time ;D
Rachel just called so yeah not really sure what else I can really write about so I'll just write back in later. I'm out!
Monday, December 19, 2011
Winter Break has just begun! [December 19, 2011]
Alright so I haven't written in for a while and it's because of a few reasons that caused this.
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
I had to study my face off for finals last week starting from Tuesday, but I'm not really too sure why I didn't write in on Monday. Anyways after all the finals were finished me and Rachel got into a nasty fight again that lasted like 2 days, but we got everything back together okay c:
Anyways I'll layout the major things that happened over the course of my absence.
Wednesday [12/14] : I went over to Joseph's and we ended up going to Barnes and Nobles to study our asses off for the Anatomy test, in which I got like an 84 or 87 grade on the Final Exam, which brought my grade down to 93.5 which is basically a 94.
Thursday [12/15]: Chilled for the day because the finals I had for Friday we'rent really going to be hard so there was no point in studying for them.
Friday [12/16]: Chilled all day at home and played Madden like all day, and I got into a fight with Rachel, but yeah we fixed everything up on Sunday c:
Saturday [12/17] : Worked for the first time from like 10-6 working on computer at he PC cafe. We split $100 me getting 60 and James getting 40, after we went back to his place we fixed a few more computers, I should be able to go back to his place tomorrow ( Tuesday 12/20) and pick up the rest of the $50 so hopefully I can get it then.Robbie came over and we hung out. I upgraded his computer to Windows 7 and made it a lot better.
Sunday [12/18] : I texted Rachel asking her if we could meet to talk. And she said yeah and so i went out to publix to go buy her some roses and I sped over to her house and asked if she wanted to go out to eat too when i was driving over to her place. So i picked her up and we went out to go buy her Christmas presents for her dad, some giftcard of $30 at like some sandwhich shop which i can't remember the name of at the moment lol, anyways we went out to eat with my aunt, grandmother, Robbie, Andrew, and myself, and ate soondubu with galbi. After that we went to best buy because robbie said that he would but my a wii motion plus. And when we left omfg I cursed so much in front of andy like a dumb ass because i literally forgot he was in the car when i went to my viet accent talk mode. Damn i feel like a dumb ass lol. anyways we came home I played Skyward Swords and then a had a little talk with Rachel and then we made up c:
After that I dropped her off home and Robbie stayed until about 10ish. And yeah that's pretty much it
So today: Shopping. All day shopping lol. We went to MOG and bought some jewelry for my mom and i got a jacket for andy, while my parents got him some shoes. I got $150 from 할머니, $100 from my parents, and $60 from Robbie, so I'm pretty happy. Yeah just shopped all day. Nothing much more, except for those two little white kids who pissed me off on the elevator. God damn little white kids trying to contain your laughs at my language? Mother fucking ignorant ass mother fuckers don't know shit, i shoulda slapped em upside the head. T_T. Seriously pissed me off to the point where i wish I was a little kid and could fight them. Anyways that's about it for my day. =3
And ohh I'm almost done watching my anime Stein's Gate and holy shit this is possibly the most epic shit I have ever seen in my life lol. Freaking awesome. Anyways that's it for me I'm going. pce!
Monday, December 12, 2011
Failure... [December 12, 2011]
That's all i really felt like today. A failure of a boyfriend, as a brother, and as a son. I spent 5 fucking hours trying to fix these two god damn Captivates only to have on of them get bricked... Made me feel really shitty but Rachel helped me through some of it. I didn't even get to study enougj for my finals so yeah shit :/ i hope i do alright tomorrow.... I just hope i feel better. Im gunna go pce
How I'm feeling right now [December 12, 2012]
Sigh, I'm really feeling stressed out and all that right now. I have a big ass head ache that I'm going to get a Tylenol for but that's not the biggest part of my problem. Rachel said that she realized something today, and I think I can kind of hint at what she might be thinking. She might be thinking that I'm ignoring her in class, but i'm not sure if that's it. It might be, or worse it might be something much bigger than that. I just need to make her feel like that isn't the case because I'm not trying to ignore her... This whole realizing something thing is really making me feel bad, and the fact that I have a shit load of finals that are going to be hard as balls this week doesn't help much either, and I definitely need to find another class to switch out to because i am for sure not taking the AP comparative government class, I'll probably try switching out into forensics, and I'm probably going to write the letter for my parents to sign today.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Anyways it's just been a shitty day and I can predict that it isn't going to get much better. I just hope me and Rachel can get on better terms because this whole thing of us not being on good terms lately is really hurting. I just want to have a good time with Rachel and not get in arguments with her. I'll probably never find out what she "realized" but it's whatever, not really, but yeah.
I wish life were easier :x
Anyways i need to get ready for college and do all the college apps shit and I need to fucking get a job and be consistent with my grades.
I'm about to study for my Finals that I have, and Studying for the Anatomy Final is going to be a pain in the ass, but hopefully it won't take too long, even though I predict to be like 2+ hours of studying. This week is going to suck ass, but I just need to bear with it. I'm out for now and might write more later in a different post, but idunno, it depends on what happens today. For now though, off to the study guides i go.
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Just a normal Sunday [December 11, 2011]
Today was like my typical sunday. Stayed home playing games/studying, putting on dramas for 할머니 before 엄마 and 아빠 came home at like 5ish. Oh Nd today was Falcons vs Panthers 31-23. 아빠 tried to fix the broken microphone but unfortunately it didnt work. I tried asking my parents if i could go get stuff for Mrs. NT's baby shower, but i was too scared to ask really, and they still got kinda mad that i asked so late. Anyways after asking we ate 김치 수제비 while watching 런닝맨 (Running man) where they went to Hong Kong. Afterwards we went to Walmart to buy the gift and came home, but my dad had a talk with me before getting there, and it made me feel pretty damn bad again. Anyways my parents helped me get some kind of towel thing so yeah hopefully it'll all work out tomorrow. And before i went to sleep i saw some videos of me and andy back in '03 and i was like 9, haha damm how long ago that wass, it was so hilarious and i literally like fell back onto the bed laughingg xD and my lisp was horrible back then and i didn't even know loll~ but yeah that was an interesting way to end the day. Last week of school and its full of finals, a few more weeks til me and rachel's 3 year anniversary and Christmas & New years! Hopefully it'll be a good one even though atm it doesn't really seem so. Hopefully it'll get better. Im out for tonight.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Big make up[December 10, 2011]
The day wasn't the best and me and rachel got into a big fight, but we made up (:
This post is for you Rachel because i love you so much with all my heart(:
And sawry to Roo for having to been a victim at the cost of our make up ;3
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)